Hot issue: Teenage moms

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Recently, I had been reading posts about teenage mother and pregnancies. I have been really curious how other races races react to this topic. I have been searching through the internet and have been reading posts, articles and even watched videos regarding this. I have also watched some clips from youtube.com some videos made by teenagers who are pregnant. I don't know what with their side and forgive me if I sound biased but "what the hell are they doing?". I have read articles about "I am fourteen/fifteen (mostly below 18) and I want to get pregnant", or, "I'm sixteen/seventeen(or lower) and I'm pregnant". I was so shocked. I can't believe teenagers nowadays who are younger than me have ever thought of having a child themselves. Some have a fiancee already. Oh gosh, what's happening there?

I don't know what the hell is happening out there but they are too young for those stuffs. They are still children themselves and still need the love and support from their parents. I can't believe that teenagers nowadays, at the age of thirteen, are already sexually active and uses condoms, pills and etc. They kept on telling how love changed their life but hell, it's lust. How can a thirteen year old know what love is? They are still babies. When I was at their age, I had never ever thought of having a boyfriend myself. Never ever thought of kissing and having sex now (I'm 18). I never had a boyfriend but my life is perfect. Is that just because of the culture? They are so aggressive and they make love at a very young age. I can't imagine that they do drugs, smoking and weird parties.

I am raised in a conservative way. We believe that a woman must be pure and virgin before marrying. We believe that marriage first before sex. Studies first, before everything else. I never had a boyfriend, never been kissed nor touched. I don't believe in order to strengthen relationship, sex must included in the list. I don't get their point. What is the reason why teenagers nowadays, at a very young age, has the urge to have their own child and raise a family.  Aren't their parents guiding them?

How about you? What can you say about this topic?

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A birthday celebration for me?

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Up-coming events: 18th birthday : a day after next.
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Im turning 18!

Oh dear! Things happened unexpectedly. It was not in the plan to celebrate my 18 birthday, you know for financial reasons. First of all, it is not economic to handle and have parties. The costs are not a joke! But God has created something miraculously, suddenly, he made my birthday possible. What I am expecting is just a normal night with my family, but turned out that I'll be having my 18 roses and 18 treasures. I still can't believe but somehow the celebration is mini and simple. I had invited my college batch mates and my high school friends. Oh well, I don't want to expect for something because I always get disappointed. But I'm thankful to my friends who helped me organize this event.

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18 birthday is approaching!

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Up-coming events: 18th birthday is coming!
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 Gonna learn some more songs to play.
 Practice playing GUITAR.

Hi there! It's been a long time since the last time I posted here. Things are still complicated. I am really busy with this stuff. Look at that, the one above. that is just a draft of the endless laboratory reports that we need to pass every week.We need to pass it after we conduct the experiment. But here I go again still procrastinating. Anyway, somewhere in the last days of March will be my 18th birthday and I feel so bad! I feel like really old and to think that I never had a boy friend. Oh well, that fact worsen the situation. No one dared to ask me for a date or what. But let's just be the good girl-waiting-for-mr-perfect. But hey! Wake-up, there's no Mr. Perfect.

I have this crazy moment yesterday. I gave my email and password to my best friend for some reasons. Then, she called me and she told me that she'll gonna chat my crush. AND GOSSSHHH! I felt like melting. I dont know what to react. She told him random stuffs like " Why aren't you talking to me at school?". Of course, I'm not insane if I were there to ask that question. First of all, we are not close. He has lots of friends to be with. He has lots of pretty friends, a lot prettier than me. No one ever does appreciate my uniqueness, except of myself. I am pretty. Now That's a self proclamation!

I really miss you guys! I miss dropping to your blogs, will do that later when I'll find time. :D

I still don't have any plans for my 18 birthday. My mother don't want me to debut for economic purposes. so what am I gonna do now? How am I gonna celebrate my 18 birthday?

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