Adrift and wandering;

I've been addicted to lamp lights lately and so I took one. (July 14, 2016)

It's been a while and it's good to be back here, my other dimension kind of world. Well, lately, I've been through a lot. I've been in a situation I never expected, a situation I didn't imagined or want to be in. I've been never so lost before. I couldn't find my direction back and don't know which way to take. I've lost so must inspiration and drive to continue what I have started. The momentum is lost and laziness has taken over. There's so much things that I'm dwelling right now. Though my friends and family pick me up from time to time, but I believe change starts within me. It's difficult to continue but it's a lot harder to start over. 

The world is so crazy and get crazier every time. I've lost myself in a bundle of idiocy. Oh, I still can't believe this is happening to me. Life has been too harsh and I can't grasp it with my being. It devours and destroys everything. But I believe that everything happens for a reason. Everything happens for the good. Whatever happens, I would and will still trust in Him. No matter I feel so resentful, I still believe that there's a greater call for where I am right now.

Readers, I'm sending you good vibes right now! No matter what your struggles, you're not alone. There's always someone out there whose struggles more than you do. I hope that thought would calm you down even a bit. Let's conquer this world!